~~FATE~~ NO FATE

WAH LAO WHY DID I PON SPORTS EVENING OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! Clever me tot that by running away from sports evening i can spend the time doing my freaking tons of hws and clear all of them off by today. AND GUESS WAD?! Benny, Sheryl and Jiaxin are going down IJ to find me lahhhhhhh. KNN LAH. Sheryl did told me in the morning that she might be gg down to IJ but i totally wipe it off my mind. And now they are standing outside IJ while i'm here blogging away? See lah stupid me stupid me stupid me. I've never made a right choice man. T.T Wah lao then fri i have to answer for my stupid action of running away today. You are an asshole man Xinyi. Okay, now what i have to do is to wait for them to call me what's the activity after that before i decide if i should join them or not.

In the meantime, let's listen to me talk nonsense. (:

Firstly, I'm not interested in Benny. I repeat again, Benny is NOT my crush. Wah seriously, everyone really thought that i like Benny sia. I randomly post that "Benny-bsf post" to make fun of him lahhh. Even just now in sch, i can't remb who ask me abt Benny lah omg. ._. I'm gg to say it myself before the misunderstanding rolls bigger and bigger.

I.like.a.J2.guy.in.IJ.

Fullstop. Ask me yourself if you want to know hahaha.

I'm gg mad. Now, i hold my hp in my hands every now and then, waiting for his msg. I emo on bus 168 to school every morn. (LOL) I look out for him in school whenever we have break or lunch or on the way to lectures/tutorials. I have sudden thoughts of him randomly.

I think i'm shameless. -You're not allowed to agree with me secretly.

It's not worth it throwing my studies away thinking of stupid boy. I know, so this isn't the main cause why i can't concentrate, although partially.

Failed my geog test and econs test.

I only had them yesterday. Notice the word, failed.

Broke down during break yesterday. I've reached the verge of controlling my emotions. It feels as if i'm hanging on a cliff, with my left hand desperately clutching the mere small edge of it. I was terrified. The 2 econs tests yesterday WAS a big deal. It determines a big portion of summer test, which is very likely to affect the promos. First 10 min of geog test - reading qn. Next 10 min - sleep thru. Next 10 min - wrote some rubbish and lie down observing others. Last 10 min - scribble nonsense answering Z when qn ask for A.

H2.

-Econs Failed

-Lit Pass

-Geog Failed

H1.

-GP Failed

-Chinese Pass

-maths Pass

My results so far is horrendous. For your info, to promote to J2, we're supposed to pass 2 H2, 2 H1 and GP. Which also means almost everything. Up till now, I need 1 more h2 and GP to pass. My lit was only a mere pass, E.

Spent last night thinking about nonsense, okay, not really, but on the results of mine. I dun think i failed tests during sec sch, okay probably for chem lol! Now, failing is an easy as unbuttoning my uniform. I think i'm the first few ones in my class, counting from the bottom.

Everything change. Scary. You know, sometimes in sch i wish that Joan and Jihye were here like how they were last year, when i need someone to talk to. Sometimes even Miss Sim. Sometimes i dun feel myself. Sometimes i laugh like mad although i dun want to, but i just dun want to appear depressed. I mean, although your bff are always there for you, but still, they aren't as available as they used to back then. Like during sec sch, like during recess in sch, or studying together in tamp lib, and ...

I'm hungry.

Bye square. (:


Archives archive file name(s) Links Test link 1 Test link 2 Test link 3 Test link 4 Test link 5 Test link 6 Test link 7 Test link 8		Wednesday, April 30, 2008 No pictures. (: ~~FATE~~ NO FATE WAH LAO WHY DID I PON SPORTS EVENING OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! Clever me tot that by running away from sports evening i can spend the time doing my freaking tons of hws and clear all of them off by today. AND GUESS WAD?! Benny, Sheryl and Jiaxin are going down IJ to find me lahhhhhhh. KNN LAH. Sheryl did told me in the morning that she might be gg down to IJ but i totally wipe it off my mind. And now they are standing outside IJ while i'm here blogging away? See lah stupid me stupid me stupid me. I've never made a right choice man. T.T Wah lao then fri i have to answer for my stupid action of running away today. You are an asshole man Xinyi. Okay, now what i have to do is to wait for them to call me what's the activity after that before i decide if i should join them or not. In the meantime, let's listen to me talk nonsense. (: Firstly, I'm not interested in Benny. I repeat again, Benny is NOT my crush. Wah seriously, everyone really thought that i like Benny sia. I randomly post that "Benny-bsf post" to make fun of him lahhh. Even just now in sch, i can't remb who ask me abt Benny lah omg. ._. I'm gg to say it myself before the misunderstanding rolls bigger and bigger. I.like.a.J2.guy.in.IJ. Fullstop. Ask me yourself if you want to know hahaha. I'm gg mad. Now, i hold my hp in my hands every now and then, waiting for his msg. I emo on bus 168 to school every morn. (LOL) I look out for him in school whenever we have break or lunch or on the way to lectures/tutorials. I have sudden thoughts of him randomly. I think i'm shameless. -You're not allowed to agree with me secretly. It's not worth it throwing my studies away thinking of stupid boy. I know, so this isn't the main cause why i can't concentrate, although partially. Failed my geog test and econs test. I only had them yesterday. Notice the word, failed. Broke down during break yesterday. I've reached the verge of controlling my emotions. It feels as if i'm hanging on a cliff, with my left hand desperately clutching the mere small edge of it. I was terrified. The 2 econs tests yesterday WAS a big deal. It determines a big portion of summer test, which is very likely to affect the promos. First 10 min of geog test - reading qn. Next 10 min - sleep thru. Next 10 min - wrote some rubbish and lie down observing others. Last 10 min - scribble nonsense answering Z when qn ask for A. H2. -Econs Failed -Lit Pass -Geog Failed H1. -GP Failed -Chinese Pass -maths Pass My results so far is horrendous. For your info, to promote to J2, we're supposed to pass 2 H2, 2 H1 and GP. Which also means almost everything. Up till now, I need 1 more h2 and GP to pass. My lit was only a mere pass, E. Spent last night thinking about nonsense, okay, not really, but on the results of mine. I dun think i failed tests during sec sch, okay probably for chem lol! Now, failing is an easy as unbuttoning my uniform. I think i'm the first few ones in my class, counting from the bottom. Everything change. Scary. You know, sometimes in sch i wish that Joan and Jihye were here like how they were last year, when i need someone to talk to. Sometimes even Miss Sim. Sometimes i dun feel myself. Sometimes i laugh like mad although i dun want to, but i just dun want to appear depressed. I mean, although your bff are always there for you, but still, they aren't as available as they used to back then. Like during sec sch, like during recess in sch, or studying together in tamp lib, and ... I'm hungry. Bye square. (: Posted by iynix at 6:33 PM